So since coming to Sweden, I’ve felt on edge, on the brink…of something huge – spiritually that is. So it was kinda wobbly and I wasn’t sure what was going on, but then I finally just told God, you know what? I trust you, and whatever is going to happen, I trust you. I’ll be ok with it. And the anxiety of being on the edge, was gone. Just like that. It was weird…
But then today. I think what was coming, came.
So before, I was saying how my friend thought I had self worth issues, but that I had never really thought that, but then I concluded she was right, but I had no idea where it came from and all that jazz – or maybe I didn’t type it, but I wrote about it in my journal, I dunno.
But anyways. I know where it came from. The best explanation can be found here. Even though I’m not really an MK (Missionary Kid) since I didn’t become one till my final move back home to Canada, I think all the points still stand – except I didn’t move 8 times.
So yes, where to go from this, I don’t know, but there you go.
And of course, prayers are always appreciated =) Hopefully nice ones =P